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Beh come scritto nel titolo cosa avete fatto dopo aver capito di essere dei falliti? Non voglio risultare offensiva dicendo ciò per cui spiegherò perché io credo di essere una fallita. Ormai è da aprile che non vado più all'università (mollato al primo anno), prima non ero una persona piena di hobby, ma comunque nei giorni in cui non ero occupata a studiare avevo delle attività che mi appassionavano, ora invece ogni singola cosa che faccio mi sembra assolutamente priva di significato, e anche a me rimanda pochissimo portandomi ad annoiarmi dopo veramente poco tempo, ormai le mie giornate, sono tutte praticamente scandite dalla solita routine divisa tra lo stare a letto sveglia guardando shorts su yt, oppure stare al pc ascoltando musica fissando il desktop, o vagando tra un gioco all'altro, tra un video di yt e un altro, tra una serie all'altra. Per non parlare di vizi che avrei preferito non prendere mai come quello del porno, tant'è che nei momenti in cui non so veramente che fare, finisco per cadere lì più che altro per provare qualcosa di un po' più forte (ma è tutto meno che soddisfacente).
Dopo mesi che non sopportavo più questa cosa ho provato ad attivarmi per cercare un'occupazione, ho provato mandando il cv a tutti i supermercati in zona, e ai vari fast food che ho vicino. Sono riuscita ad ottenere due colloqui la scorsa settimana, a quel punto ammetto che mi ero già sentita più tranquilla, magari avrei avuto una possibilità di potermi muovere, ma entrambi i colloqui sono andati male, o almeno quando ero là con loro mi hanno fatto mille complimenti, ma poi in nessuno dei due posti mi hanno chiamata, e razionalmente li capisco, da esterna io non mi assumerei mai, ed erano due lavori comunque umili dove anche io che non so fare nulla potevo fare qualcosa, ed ad ora ho provato tutto ciò in cui potevo lavorare vicino a me, e nessuno mi ha voluta. Purtroppo fisicamente sono uno scempio umano, quindi non posso nemmeno lavorare in magazzino perché morirei dopo la seconda ora, quindi mi rimanevano solo i lavori come supermercati o fast food. Ho provato anche i quelli comunali, ma vicino a me non c'è nulla che cerchi persone senza esperienza.
Ed ora mi sento bloccata in questo limbo sono troppo inetta per poter lavorare, e mi sento anche troppo stupida per poter ritornare a studiare, perché ho fallito all'uni, credo che il copione rimarrebbe il medesimo per qualsiasi altro corso di studio, o anche specializzazione. E mi sento terribilmente inutile, sia alla società, sia proprio per me.

Firstly, women are barely on my radar. It's been a very long time since I last looked at a pretty women or Watched a Porno with a women in it. This was the first sign that made me question it all. Over the last 6 months, Gay porn has been my only consumption in masturbating...and I love it. to descibe myself I'm a Shy Chubby virgin boy whose is white, Tall, Hairy, bearded, Long dark blonde hair. I would also descibe myself as Sub/Bottom as I have a small cock and I feel like I cannot emit Domminate Energy. Besdies being submissive is sexier. Recentley, these are the two videos that stand out most to me and I love them. I wanna be the cute Subby boy in both videos or at least have a man do the same to me hehe.
Video 1 - https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph619ed9f223fa9
Video 2- https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph61853934393c9
I spend so much time around men, because I'm shy around girls, and they way they talking about women is so hot...But I wish they were talking about me in that way. I don't know why i started thinking that way. So I focused more and more on men in my life than women and now heavily convinced that I may be Gay? I'm inexperienced with the opposite sex as I'm a Virgin With women as well as men. At 26 I feel like I’m trailing behind in the game of life and not loosing my V-card yet and am quiet insecure about it. I struggle to make friendships and romantic relations with women and it makes me question my sexuality.
Because of the Previous videos I've shown earlier in my post, I’ve only been getting hard for guys I chat to or media online. Again, I haven't thought much about women in the last six months and now I'm looking to have my first time and a cute romantic experience with a top Older experienced Man (30-60). I’d love to have cute romance, kisses, cuddles, sex, etc. This is where my fantasy rolls in. I imagine that I have a best friend who’s dad is very handsome and attractive and fit for his age. This fantasy isn’t about any guy in particular just a nice hot daddy. So the fantasy that he is divorced and has a nice home which he shares with his Son (my best friend) every other week. While I’m over chilling, gaming, watching movies, etc. he joins us some times or just says Hello every now and then. One week, while my friend is away at his mum’s his dad needs some help around the house. I offer to help while my mate can still have time with his mum while his dad gets chores done. Turns out he is painting the upstairs rooms and landing hall and he doesn’t wanna pay out for Painters. So I rock up, do some painting with him. Over the course of the week, Things start of regular then get spicy. Day two, sees me checking him out. Day three, he’s checking me out, Day four, like flirting. Day Five, Touching. Day Six, Full romantic dinner and Passionate sex happens. We’d roleplay Daddy and Step-Son Roleplay and I’d Stay the last two nights over with him. No painting would get done in those last two days. After that week, We date in secret as a cute Young older Gay couple and have passionate, kinky, romantic Gay sex! I stay round at his every week my mate goes to live with his mum. I’d even wear some of his Ex-Wife’s Lingerie and “be his Wife”. So hot hehe.
From what I know, I feel that with women I’m a verse/switch? But with guys I feel like I’d always be a Sub bottom…I mean when I’ve chatted to guys before I enjoy being the submissive. Another thing that I’ve found I’ve liked is not just Gay interactions but also Sissy interactions. Even though I don’t have the body type for it, I have dressed up and used a Butt plug as a solo sissy fantasy…and yes I’ve loved it and repeated it a few times...But I just dream more about men. If I do dream about girls, It's either than I'm jealous of them or I want to be them...Is this telling?

Sin simply never satisfies. Ever. Period.
Sinful music that's popular today will be considered "Old School" and "Cheesy" tomorrow.
Sinful video games that we spend $100s will be outdated and boring tomorrow.
Sinful hopes and dreams leave you old and frail and hopeless and Apathetic.
Which brings me to Pornography. The Pornography we see today will be dull and unexciting tomorrow. Today it's "cute and cuddly" tomorrow you're watching the "bordline illegal" stuff. This is true by every extent. For example You watch a porn and you get used to this type of porn, It's your "favorite" go to. You like it so much that you go into the real world and find a woman who looks like your "favorite" kind of porn. You start picking women based on this and go to events based on this. And then. The unthinkable happens. The porn you like drifts. And now you like this "other" kind of porn. Suddenly the woman you picked that matches the porn you "liked" starts to frustrate you. She annoys you. Suddenly the "butt" you picked based on the porn you like becomes "kinda wierd". You see this "porno" based girlfriend of yours doing normal human things like cleaning. Working. pooping. Sweating. Getting old with you. Things that are totally healthy and normal. But. Not in the porn world. Your brain on porn makes you irrational. It makes you fragile. It makes you shallow. And it leaves you empty. And the like you build based on it becomes old. Dark. Lonely and unsustainable.
On the other hand.
Jesus provides things that always get better with time and arr eternally Blessed and satisfying.
That Wife you picked based on Jesus leading you. Will raise your kids. When she ages, she gets more beautiful to you. And your love will only enhance.
The Job you picked based on the Lords leadership will get more satisfying with Time and Produce Joy.
Hymns, though they get old. Will age like wine and will continue to ne better with each day that you walk with the Lord. Hymns sound more and more beautiful with time.
Life built on Christ, satisfies.